truth??

there is a website that created to seek the justice for my friend, gary..

since we cant do much for him anymore, so just support the ppl who helping to seek the truth..

anyone who interested can just click in and leave ur comment there..

thankz..

http://justiceforgaryrobert.webs.com/

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

hope u enjoy ur day up there with MJ and all the angels..

RIP, Gary..

miss u alotz..

Back to uniten again..

mid term break is going to end in 1 more day..

there are few things i wana share for this midterm break..

1st:

jason fetched me back to ipoh.. 1st day main attraction was police station.. brought jason to ipoh and tapah police station.. haha.. that was the 1st time jason drove his dad's car for long journey.. and so unlucky it kena bang middle of the journey.. somewhere near tapah.. the impact was quite big from behind after we were stopped due to a long q in front.. due to some misunderstanding, we have to waste some time just to make a report..

2nd:

my aunt's coffee shop started operate on last saturday.. as a good gal, i went to help out for few nights.. 1st time doing this kind of job.. order drinks and cleaning.. wow.. its kind interesting in the beginning coz i never do this kind of things b4.. hehe.. the coffee there is very nice.. when my friends come to ipoh, muz bring them there to 'pong chan".. haha..

3rd:

the place that i visited the most for this holiday was ipoh state library.. this library had accompanied me during my spm days.. and now im bek day to study for my midterm tests.. basically camp there like working hours 9am to 5pm.. but eating hours is ald half of it.. had breakfast in oldtown b4 start our mission for 1.5 hours.. lunch for 2 hours.. then chit chat in the library.. so the outcome is not that good.. haha.. but at least i managed to read tru 2 subs notes.. not bad not bad.. better than i expected.. haha..

basically that what i did for the past week.. nothing much but really enjoyed the time with my family and friends.. H1N1 is getting serious nowadays.. and i pray hard that it will away from us asap.. friend out there, plz take k of urself.. wear mask always and see doc when u feel something wrong in you.. may god bless us..

You are a great friend..

每一天都有人会离开这个世界

不认识的，

只会感到惋惜

感觉没太过的复杂

可是昨天我感受到我有生以来最心疼的一刻

生死病老

是人生不可避免的过程

这我是可以接受

但为什么有些人没经历过这人生过程

就得离开呢？

不公平，

真的不公平

可是我们能做什么？

事实是残酷的

但还是得接受

昨天带着轻松的心情从怡保回来

想着怎样享受这个星期

可是当我到达大学时

第一个坏消息就来报到了

Gary不见了

他已经失踪24小时了

感到很突然

但心里却觉得他会没事的

过了一个小时

来电传来了第二个坏消息

他们在体育馆里一个隐蔽的地方发现他的尸体

我呆了一会儿

接着眼泪不受控制的一颗接一颗的掉落

我不能接受这个事实

为什么

为什么是这个结局？

他的画面像影片一样出现在我脑里

在课堂里完全不能专心

心里安慰自己一定是搞错了

一个好好的人

辛辛苦苦的跑完了22公里

还在前十名以内

他跑完了这段路程

可是万万也想不到

他也跑完了他人生的路程

24小时所发生的事情没人懂

有很多猜测

但我觉得这已经不重要了

我认识他不长

就是大学这四年

如果完美是一百分

那他应该是九十七分了

运动，读书，人际关系，人格，样貌，家境

什么都是优等的

他总是给人和蔼的笑容

让人觉得他很平易近人

上个星期他以为我遇上车祸

他特地问候我

虽然是一场误会

可是让我很感动

最后一次和他真正接触

应该就是tenji buffet了

那时还和他开了很多玩笑

拍了满多的照片

可是现在已经没机会了

心痛，

真的很痛

眼泪不断地流

可是却不能洗去心痛的感觉

Gary, there are lots of things I wanna share with you..

But no chance..

I enjoyed watching you play futsal although you cant score that time..

The spirit that you showed me inspired me..

Im glad to have u as part of my life..

The cross section between us might be a small part..

But you did left some footprint in my heart..

You touched my heart by how you treat a friend..

I know you will never leave us

Cause you are inside our hearts..

Gary, RIP..

RIP my friend, gary..

get to know this friend 4 years ago..

in my eyes,

he is handsome

good in sports

top student in uniten

friendly

humble..

in another word,

if perfect is 100%,

i would say he is going to reach 97%..

it is a great lost to everyone that know him..

his parents

his gf

and all his friends..

no words can describe my feeling now

but i know that God has a better plan for him..

Lord will guide him to a place where he is belong to..

and i tink heaven is the destination for him..

Gary,

u are a great friend..

and u will always in my mind..

RIP, my friend..

tenji buffet --> our last outing 2gether.. (gary - 2nd from the left)

my prayer point comes true..

3 months of internship,

i missed all the church sunday service..

my new sem started last week,

so yesterday i went to church for sunday service..

the service has changed to different time d..

but i still can woke up and went to church after such a long time..

my worries for last 2 months has finally flied away..

HE answered my prayer point today..

and i really excited and happy bout this..

HE never give up me although im not faithful enough to HIM..

thankz Father God..

i pray that..............................

Final Year Project...

basically when our batch students entered uni in this new sem..

everyone is busy searching lecturers for fyp..

and i did the same thing also for 2 days..

in the end i gave up..

is really hard to meet uniten's lecturers..

or is because we really no fate..

went to find them for whole days,

din even see their shadow..

damn it..

mayb i should not give up..

but i no idea what to do..

put my faith to GOD and just give a click on thurs??

will i get whatever title tat i wish to??

i doubt i can do that...

i tried to search on9 what i title i can do..

but i dunno where to start..

really no idea bout what telecommunication's title i can do for my fyp..

i really need help..

if u got any idea bout telecommunication field's title,

plz leave a comment here..

after tues,

still no idea,

then my last year of uni life can only depends on thurs..

pray that HE can give me the direction that i should follow..

AMEN..

last year to go..

time flies..

last year of my degree is just started 4 days ago..

life is unpredictable now..

but what i do now will indirectly influence my future..

what can i do then?

i have no idea..

alot uncertainties are waiting for me in front..

i doubt i can do it..

i need more strength..

there are alot worries in my mind now..

and no solutions for all at this time..

so what mind set shud i have now??

i have no idea again..