dislocated again..

31st of March is my dad's bday..

n yes, 2day is not 31st of march..

n im not here to wish my dad happy bday..

but on 31-03-05,

which we planned to celebrate my dad's bday by an outing at night..

but before the night came,

i dislocated my shoulder during a netball training..

the pain tat i suffered that day is still clear in my mind..

my face turned pale n my right hand kept shaking..

tears cant stopped falling from my face..

the level of pain that i suffered that moment managed to make me almost fainted..

in the end,

i celebrated my dad's bday in the hosp..

the next day was april fool..

i told my friends that i was in hosp,

but no one believe me..

they tot it was a trick on april fool..

i guess these were all because of my daily behavior..

it almost 5 years d..

but my hand act haven fully recover..

i think is due to didn't rest properly in the early stage..

n now, my right shoulder is very easy to sprain or dislocated it..

i guess,

yday was the 3rd time i dislocated my shoulder again..

the pain that i suffered cant compare to the 1st time dislocation..

but the pain managed to make my tears non stop falling..

mayb due to 3 times experiences,

i can relocate my shoulder back to its own joint..

i wont let myself go to the hosp just to relocate it back..

bcoz the doc will eventually pull my arm n let the shoulder go bek the right place..

and thats VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY PAIN.. (hope it no more fuzzy here.. hehe.. )

i rather suffer the pain a while n let it move bek in my way..

now,

internal pain still there..

cant lift my hand till 180 degree yet..

but normal movement is not a problem for me..

but i guess need to rest my shoulder for another 2 weeks..

no sports for this 2 weeks,

but gym shud b ok for me..

*sorry to yee siong n wee ser.. coz we have to walk over for the badminton match..*