intership life..

Since I come to this world, i had no working experience. And now im 22 years old, due to a compulsory internship training that I must join before I graduate, I finally have my first working experience. 6 days passed, and stil got 54 days waiting for me. Honestly, working doesn’t seem good to me. Before that, I was quite looking forward what I am going to gain from this internship training since I am working in Maxis broadband company which is a big company in Malaysia telecommunication field. First day work, Maxis already give me a heavy taks to handle. I waited for my supervisor for an hous in the lobby alone (since Jason and 1 malay friend’s supervisor already came). After that, they told me that my supervisor already transferred to KL sentral last week and asked me to go KL sentral work starting from the next day. I was shocked and just say OK in the first place. A guy asked me to sit aside and online since I no need to do anything here. In the meantime, I am actually thinking how am I going to KL sentral tomorrow. I purposely rent a room in subang so that its near to shah alam. And they told me to go KL Sentral. OMG.. I cannot imagine my life everyday squeeze inside the KTM during peak working hours. So I decided to called my supervisor and told him my problems. He is kind enough to help me find another supervisor in shah alam’s company. So, my new supervisor is Mr. Ramneek and I am under Network Operation Department. The main function of my department is actually maintain the live system for all maxis services. There are 3 sub department under it, which are fix and international core, GSM core and IP core. On the first day, my supervisor gave me a short briefing about all the departments and he told me that I won’t involve a lot in whatever things that other people are doing because all their works are about live system, which means the whatever services that we are using now. If I make a small silly mistake there then the system might change and problems will occur. So my supervisor asked me to sit aside and look at what are they doing. He said I will be first place in fix and international core. He attached me to another malay lady and asked the malay lady to look after me. But what she told me was ‘you sit down first. If got anything you can do I will pass it to you.’ Ok, I sat there until 6pm for the first day.

Boring life began. Second day, I brought my laptop along and yet they still said the same sentence to me. So I just online for the whole morning. Lunch time, I brought along my laptop and put it inside the car boot for half an hour. When we wanna take out that time, then only we realized that the boot lock already spoilt. Someone tried to open the boot. I have no special response when Jason told me this. And I had no idea whether my laptop is still inside or not. My working experience must be so CHALLENGING? Everybody in the office was busy with their own work, even the cleaner is more busy than me. I feel bad when I think of this. I know there are a lot people who having internship like me will have the same life as me now but at least you all know all this will be slightly better when come to the following week. But I see nothing in front of me. I tried my very best to find something to do while other people are busy around. The only guy that willing and free to teach me something is Abang Romzi. He is ex member for this department and now he is in GSM core. When he is free, he will come to me and teached me something in theory first. Honestly, until now whatever I learned are from him. I don’t blame the malay lady that I attached to cause I know they are really busy. Everyday need to do the same work continuously and even go back home later than me to finish up the work. I felt that is my destiny to stay at this department. Maybe if I didn’t requested to change supervisor, my life will be different. But what is done is done. I have to admit that this is my life now. Happy or not, boring or not, I still have to face it.

Boring life tend to make me no mood. And I admit that I have mood swing during this 2 weeks. I tried to control but I really cannot. Even other trainees in my company is doing something (at least something) everyday but I am the only one doing nothing. Ya, I am having an easy life here, do nothing and earn RM500 every month. But this is not what I want. I don’t scare got a lot of works, but I scare that I have nothing to do and just look at the laptop. I felt that myself is a useless people. I don’t understand why people who got work to do also want to complain boring. (this make me feel geram) If u experience something like me, then is it call damn damn damn boring. Appreciate with what you have now. I hope I will appreciate what I have now too cause there might be somebody else who worst than me. I wrote this out not too complain my company but just wanna tell you all what life I am having now. I really hope that 3 months will pass like a roket now. I miss uniten life. I miss hang out with my friends. I miss going lectures and I miss my housemates and friends.