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走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏

我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清

只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

最近的心情
就是如此
到底
喜欢一个爱你比你爱他更多的人好
还是一个你爱他比他爱你的人好
我不知所措

爱你？？还是恨你？？

你我的相遇可说是缘分的造就吧。
常在想，你我会有发展的空间吗？
对你的感觉，
并不那么的踏实。。
这是喜欢吗？
对于你的忽冷忽热，
真的感到没安全感，
对于你讲过的话，
都带着半信半疑的心态。
在你对我很冷淡的当儿，
我会对自己说，
算了，他不值得我去喜欢的。
可是，
当你只是稍微地对我好一点，
我的心又在动摇了。
可能女人就是这样吧。
女人和男人都很善变的。
女人善变的是脸，
而男人善变的是心，
这句话是真的吗？

生气。。谢谢。。

我现在真的是气上头了。。
朋友是这样的吗？
他们有当过我是朋友吗？
这种滋味真的很难受。。
当我很生气的时候，
其实我需要的只是一个听众。。
一个能让我把心里的愤怒讲完出来，
我只需要这种的发泄方法。。
不用一会儿，
我的心情就好多了。。
可能你不相信，
可是我真的没有一次真正的生气过一个人。。
这次，
我真的很想谢谢一个人。。
当我需要一个听众时，
他出现了。。
他没给太多的意见，
他只是静静的聆听我的苦诉，
让我把心里的不满发泄出来。。
没多久，
我们还慢慢的谈起其他事情。。
我也把那不满给忘掉了。。
心中的愤怒和不满，
如果能适合的发泄出来，
那也是种好事吧。。
谢谢你。。

after 3 years...

3 years i have been left school.. 3 years i have been enjoying my university life.. and 3 years my secondary school, amc had lost the champion title to rps (the only school that can fight with amc in perak in netball field) in a premier cup netball competition.. if i am not mistaken, our school netball team has been the champion for this premier cup for 8 years continuously and my batch was the last year of getting the champion.. this year we put high hope on the players and hope to get back the champion title from rps.. early of this month, all the players were busy preparing themselves for the final vs rps.. amc's coach was busy finding the best combination for the whole team.. the coach had gave a lot efforts on it so that they can get back the title.. pressure from the surrounding make the players breath hardly.. and because of this, sweats and tears are the elements that accompanying them through out this few months..
on that early morning (5/7/08), the final between amc and rps was held in msn (a building in stadium ipoh).. there were a lot students from each school came to support their own team..

i will just highlight some of the things happened during the match..

• one of our player injured 30 seconds after the match started.. ( clumsy is the word to describe that girl.. haha.. )
• amc's coach argued with the referees due to some technical problems.. (it is about the score.. the referee was given extra time to the opponent team.. that time amc was leading 9 balls.. so no point for amc argue with the referee..)
  
• a CUTE rps shooter (GS) had showed a 'cute' face to the amc (GK) when rps missed the ball.. (i am wondering whats wrong with the GS.. she should be up sad due to the mistake but she showed a silly action that time by showing her tongue out.. her action was making me and my friend laughed like hell at the side of the court.. haha.. too bad i didn't take the picture down..)
• after 1 hour of playing, amc beat rps by the score 48-36.. (congratulation to the amc team.. although i know is a bit late.. and also to the coach.. she can finally have a good sleep that night i guess..)
• all the seniors and the ex seniors played a 3/4 full court (because not enough people) after the match ended.. (this is because a senior came back from Australia didn't touch netball for a long time.. so other seniors became the victims to accompanied her for a 20 minutes short game..)
• the funniest thing happened when a girl fall down when she was playing with another girl.. (the whole process is in my mind because i saw it.. from the moment she run till fall down.. haha.. the floor was shaking that time i guess.. haha..)
• every year, the premier final is like a gathering for all the ex seniors.. they will come and support the team if they are free.. so hope we will meet next year again..
• all the best to the team and hope that they can be the national champion..
  

shaking hands between the 2 teams players (game ended)

amc's coach was arguing with the referees

the loyal supporters (which included some of the ex seniors)

the silly girl fall down.. the earth was shaking that time.. haha..

proud of you all.. good job..