christmas < today < new year

this year christmas,

no big countdown party,

no big crowd to celebrate with,

but this year was the greatest christmas for me..

because..

with a special person beside me..

wonderful for me but i know there are other people suffered in another corner in that day..

life really unpredictable..

what we think will happen might have changes in the last second..

can't blame anyone for that..

cause thats our life..

we live for it..

we have to obey the laws of our LIFE..

life full with uncertainty..

we will not know what is going happen in the next minute..

i will cherish whatever things i have now..

so that i will not regret in the future..

i hope all my friends will have the same thought as me..

take care..

shopping..

after half day of shopping, my leg is going to patah d.. so can anyone out there help me call for an ambulance?? thankz.. honestly, i hate shopping.. to me, shopping is like wasting money, energy and time.. i will only shopping once in a year, tats for chinese new year ni.. tats all.. but tis time i not only shop for chinese new year but act for quite an important dinner to me.. i respect this dinner coz i wana give a good imej to them.. feel quite nervous for the date to come act.. haha.. lately really eat alots and i tink im getting fatter n fatter d.. die loh.. cny is cuming soon d.. i need to keep fit so that i can eat more in cny mah.. hehe.. but b4 cny, there stil got christmas and new year.. im wondering how am i going to spend tis 2 days... haha.. looking forward to it.. ok... now lets talk about studies.. OMG.. i got 5 assignments pending and i duno where to start.. in other word shud b no mood to start.. but due to 15/12/08 need to pass up, so tmr i have to finish it.. partial sum.. time to start work d.. u not in honey moon year anymore.. haha..

holiday ends...

so fast 3 weeks of holiday come to the end.. erm.. actually not really fast coz the feeling of missing someone make the time past slower i guess.. hehe.. during this holiday, my old friends came and visit me.. there are 'mr.cough', 'mr.flu' and 'mr.fever'.. there are memang good friends, stayed around me to make my life 'happier'.. missed a lots of nice food bcoz of them.. haiz.. but luckily now just left 1 friend with me - 'mr.cough', if not yday i cannot eat william's food.. william's is a high class mamak stall in kl ( as wat mr. CEG told me.. hehe..) the food there are all in big portion.. i cant finish my dish yday although im very hungry.. but there are sum guys that can really finish the whole plate of food.. *clap hand*.. when im having final, actually im looking forward for holidays.. but during holiday i wish to go back uni asap.. coz i know that now my life no longer the same as before in uni.. there is someone always teman me, take care of me, care bout me all the time.. thankz alotz.. i will always by ur side also.. i promise.. hehe.. since im bek to uni and i can on9 everyday, so i wil upload more blogs.. so stay tune.. haha.. all my friends, welcome bek to uniten..

sorry..

in my life, i can see that i will always 'accidently' make my friends got into some problem due to my childish action.. honestly, im a playful person when i am in mood.. and of course almost all of the time i am in my mood unless there are something in my mind.. i always cant stop myself from doing silly things.. sometime i just like to do something without thinking about the effect that it might bring to myself or others.. when i want to do means i will do.. what i mean the things that i will do is silly thing and not something serious.. yesterday because of my wrong direction, i make my friend's car met some kind of small accident.. (as what bh said, it canot said as an accident, so should i call it as 'car spoilt'.. watever.. ) and i really felt guilty about that.. sorry to you again.. after that i was having dinner with my friends and all of them were making fun of me by saying that it was my fault to make the car like this.. i know they are just joking and what they said just for fun and didn't bring any meaning (obviously not blaming me) but then i dunno why, i felt all that were true.. i felt every word they said was correct.. so my guilty feeling came out again that time and my tears just came out like that.. since young, i don't understand why.. i very easy to cry in case u all dunno.. don't see me always crazy here and there but then actually my tears will just come out although its nothing much to cry off.. don't believe it?? haha.. u can ask some of my good friends and also my netball friends in secondary school.. so yesterday im really ok.. but then tears just wana come out maybe because i felt guilty.. but not because what you all said k?? im sorry if i make u all worried.. tears ah tears, can u don't simply come out at the wrong time.. haha.. again.. SORRY.. and to that gang of friends, thankz for helping out.. gambateh in the last paper ya..

wu liao??

i still left 3 more papers then i can shout to the world "MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA".. malaysia independent's day just one year once.. but mine 1 year at least 3 times.. haha.. everytime having final i will looking forward for final to end and start my holiday.. now oso the same.. but i know.. when im having the holiday i will feel boring staying at home.. life in uni is always better than ipoh.. but then sure i enjoy spending my time with my family oso.. i can always eat my mum home cook food.. wow.. now tink of it oso feel hungry d.. hehe.. this sem pass really fast.. and alots of things happened oso.. got happy and unhappy.. unhappy i tink i ald overcome it.. n happy things, i will always keep tat in my heart.. although i always did some silly things accidently and my friends wil always laugh at me.. but i feel tats oso a kind of way to build our friendship.. im a good joker i guess tats y i can always entertain my friends.. and of coz is u lah.. always laugh at me.. and stop saying bout how powerful my mouth is k?? if my mouth really so powerful then i no nd stuck in uniten n study d.. haha.. just wu liao-ing here.. wana go sleep d.. tmr stil need to camp in library to prepare for my coming paper.. all the best to all my friends ya.. jia you..

silly thinking.. haha..

'the champion for the 100m event is..................... TIME'

*clap* *clap*

'wow, HIM again ah.. every year also TIME become the champion for this event'

'really cannot find other ppl that can beat HIM??'

'it will be very hard to find other ppl who can run as fast as HIM.. HE hold the world champion for infinity decades d..'

'then how are we going to fight with him??'

'just try our best.. mayb is hard for us to beat HIM but we can find him to become our sifu.. HE very friendly to others.. everyone is HIS friend.. i tink HE can teach us how to run in the correct way'

'oh ya wo.. although we cant beat HIM but with that mayb we can shorten the distance between us and HIM in every tournament.. keep in track wif HIM.. so that we wont regret in every tournament that we join..'

'ya.. most important is we don't left behind too much.. we should follow HIS way and try to do our best during our trainning and also competition'

'yaya.. true also.. lets go find HIM then..'

*some silly thinking in my mind during the final week.. mayb study til too stress d.. haha.. hope all wil und wat im trying to say.. every1 gambateh ya.. dun just waste ur time like tat.. keep in track with ur time*

特别的朋友

已好久没有你的影子徘徊在我脑里了
熟悉的感觉又浮现出来了
心里总是盼望能遇见你
哪怕只是那一秒或擦身而过
我也傻傻地开心好一阵子
很想遇见你却又怕看到你
我也不晓得那是那门的道理
但我想也是因为这样
才让我更期待与你的巧遇
常在想
为什么我们的友谊不能像一般人那样
可能那就是我们的缘分吧
我们之间经营友谊的方式
就是把心交给一个陌生人
但那个陌生人却是无意间
已在彼此的心里
占了别人无法代替的位子
一个特别的朋友
无需每时每刻联络
彼此却不会忘记对方
我有着这样的朋友
而我在这很想告诉她
我是不会忘记你的
希望你偶尔也会想起我吧